Zone of the Enders: Dolores, i

49-year-old James Lynx was an officer (LEV pilot) in the United Nations global army, one day he received notification that his wife--a Martian scientist--was killed during a lab experiment. Hateful and resentful for letting her go, his children blamed him and cast him aside, depressed and in despair, James quit the military and took up a job as a transporter between Earth and Mars, he had some slight hope of his wife still being alive and to find her he wanted to be out there. (myanimelist.net)